but my body just won't react.
My mind is always full,
so I can't think straight.
My body feels weak and tensed,
so I keep stressing.
I just want to SCREAM,
but my mouth just won't open.
I want to tell you how I feel,
but you just won't listen.
I want to show you that I care,
but I'm just scared.
I try to deal with the pain,
but I'm by myself.
You say you're always going to be here,
but I don't believe your words.
I said I'd never leave your side,
but I can't keep my words alive.
All I want to do is cry, cry and cry,
but I'm not going to let that pain hurt inside any longer.
When I'm with you I feel like I'm not being heard,
but when I'm with him, I'm at a loss for words.
So I hold my breath and wonder if I really need this type of love?
He makes me feel like a queen!
You hurt me in between...
Your lies and hurtful words...
When I say I need you,
you say I'll make it,
but cool it-STOP!
Because I know you're faking.
Quit playing with my heart.
--Mary T., 17
